This is also a great avoidance tactic if i work every evening i am not out and partying as much thus on my weekends off 1 in every 2 i will enjoy them more
I am in many way looking forward to the family christmas but it will be sad in many other ways.
I must find a housemate and there are some promosing candidates at work YAY
I must for the time being keep myself busy, cause when i stop i tend to cry which isnt good right now i have to much on to lose the odd hour here and there.
Meeting at work today so i must impress a boss type person who i have never really got on with to get the job i want
Wednesdsay is the chrstmas team thing and thursday is the annual mess that is free drinks at some random hotel that we cal the work christmas party
I have not really enjoyed this year.....in fact it was shit and i have been emotioanlly hurt more this year than any other.
And since i have lost so much i have many new things to start and do. I think i need a hoby that isnt going out and getting wrecked.
Suggestion for a Carter hoby are very welcome.