Its all rather odd, i wnated to spend some money on nice presents for the poeple i care about instead i paid things off. :-(
The up side is i have one more payday before christmas so i can still do shoppings YAYS but its not what i would have wanted i would have liked more time.....
And i still have to get my mum a birthday pressy with very little money :-(
oh well nothing i can really do excpet keep working insane hours and hopefully be clear of this nonsense soon, it just that i really enjoy christmas and i enjoy giving my loved ones nice things i know will make them smile.
i am just being silly i know but i wanted this yerar to be exciting and stuffs i know i am just being a big child but Christmas should be exciting and special and i want to it to be
instead i am left feeling oddly pessimistic about life ............
Oh well better get back to answering the phones