Dont know why but i still want to hold woodlandfae in my arms or just hear her voice..............
Work not going so well ......i know i can be great at it so why not NOW
My new boss actually questioned my commitment to the job on friday.......
I NEED i want this job SO much i want to do this work , i want IT
So instead of sitting around tomorrow i am going into work at 8 am and i am going to tell him man to man how much i want it
THEN i going to be the best dam fund raiser i can
I believe in the charity we are working for and i know i can talk to people i have spent the past two day writing and re writing my spiel
I have made it a week without uppers and this should be something i am happy about but right now all i can do is cry AND I DONT EVEN KNOW WHY
How can i keep picking myself up ???
Today i give up everything else , no painkillers except when i need them EVERYTHING
As soon as i have sorted all this nonsense out i am sitting down going through my finances and actually coming up with a plan