I am still sad a lot of the time and wondering where i went wrong, i think i have a least figured out a part of the problem which is my self dislike.
I am sorting this out and meditation is helping LOTS
I am super looking forward to my holiday in July and hopefully seeing eglantinedreams
I have been contemplating my path in life and where i go from here ....my inevitable conclusion is that this house and maybe Nottingham are no longer a good fit for me.
So i am still throwing away stuff and things i no longer need but only kept because they were there, i need to streamline and minimise the "thing and stuff" in my life.
I suppose i will find happy again.......i am deliberately not looking for it, i am ok simply being ok right now.
I have just been let go....so holiday may be off *sadface*