June 13th, 2008

YAY a present for Darwin!!!!

Tweets for Today

10:44 So i have a rota day off and i think staying in bed, drinking coffee, have a toke, reading graphic novels #

11:11 More coffee, and raspberry ripple ice cream and peanut butter mixed in then maybe a 40 winks #

12:04 I think i will now spend the rest of the day in bed #

16:59 Since nothing seems to matter, went back to bed and now back to eating more ice cream #

22:45 i want to go to sleep and never wake up, want ot tranq myself so this is no more #

22:46 without her ......................she was the one who made me feel like it could be alrgiht #

22:47 time for a bandage , a few more valium and a few mor eshot of gin and then hopegully sleep #

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YAY a present for Darwin!!!!

still seem to be waking up

I think ti sis one of those recurring themes, so maybe now time for a change....

Sitting around feeling seems to be hurting to much its time to act.

Secondly who wants my cambridge audio 57 DVD play for say fifty?

Thirdly who wants Magic mike a 1975 fully working robot in great condition (sadly no box) i for a tenner?

Fourthly who wants my entire collection of the Sandman this inc all the graphic novels, mystery theatre, endless nights and many many more also thrown in will be the death comic. I am thinking as a complete collection £150 is a fair price but come over and make me an offer

Then i will get rid of the TV and then Carrie can get rid of Virgin TV and that should save us some money.

Next i think i WILL have my head shaved again and then on payday its time for some new tats

*edit* The Xbox appears to not be mine to sell......a Friend who helped me mod it reminded me that while fucked one day he made me promise if i were ever to want to get rid of it then it would be his. sorry
YAY a present for Darwin!!!!


is anyone free this evenoing ...i cant stand being on my own anymore, i cant stop thinking , and i dont want ot think anymore , drink isnt working i dont really know how many valium i have taken but i need ot be with soemone and hear about there day or the weather or soemthing or anyhting like why is red red.

i simnply dont want to think anymore i konw i have to at some point and that fine but NOT NOW
YAY a present for Darwin!!!!

so...where do i go form here

I now do not have a bed just a crash mat and a sleeping bag, no girlfreind , i still have a job YAY and i am not sure where my life is going.

Staying so wrecked i dont have to think about it has to stop tonday or i will lose my job. And i have pretty much ran out of everything anyway.

Still wanting to sell lots of stuff,

My Sandman collection for £150 is am azing bargin including hard backs of dream hunters, endless nights and soft bags of the original ten + much more i will however except offers.

It seems my life is at one of those turning points, i dont want to go abck but i am not sure what forward is yet.