September 13th, 2009

YAY a present for Darwin!!!!

can we make up for something we allowed to happen but did not stop?

Thats the question thats been bugging me for a while now, a long time ago i allowed my now ex wife to seprate me from a lot of my freinds this was stupid and particulary in the case of one person i now know i loved and it was wrong.

I chose the wrong person while i am not normally one that worries about decisions taken in the past in this case i am concerned by that.

I wish i had not let the past 10 years go by without doing or saying something, i wish i had not missed that time with that person.

She is still amazing and i would count her as one of the most important people in my life i just never let her know that till the other day because i am a MUPPET

Still i have now and i suppose i will have to wait and see ....

once again dear lady if you are reading this sorry