June 5th, 2012

YAY a present for Darwin!!!!


I just had an amazing but very sad dream and woke up crying, i dreamt i had moved away to this wonderful city and started working in a bookshop with a dear now sadly departed friend, we got engaged and lived this wonderfully happy life.

It has been nearly a year since she died and i still often think/dream about that dear dear lady.

So many great things have happened to me in this year though the sense of her loss is still very with me.

She was an amazing,beautiful and wonderful lady and one that my life is less without

I wished she could have known this me a more sorted happy me, a me with a wonderful daughter ...........