August 22nd, 2013

YAY a present for Darwin!!!!

A possible petulant post

Now i don't want this to sound ungrateful, and i know have a daughter that i LOVE so so much, and she is my family and the most wonderful person in my life, and yet at the same time i want someone to share my life with a partner and maybe from there more.

I think i have started wanting a family in Ia more normal sense 2 people with a little one living together,

I know i can not have this with my currant family situation me and JC will never be that so what now?

Well i suppose i should concentrate on getting a home for me and Mia and then see what happens after , i can not wait till she is a little older and comes and stays with me for days/weeks at a time.

I want an adult to share my life with be it a man or a woman is not a concern i have wonderful friends and i would never take anything away from all the love and support they provide around me , and i have a lovely daughter i am constantly surprised and amazed by and yet at the same time i feel something or someone is missing.

Perhaps this is just a passing phase so i am going to concentrate on what i need to do now and worry about the rest whenever