May 7th, 2014

YAY a present for Darwin!!!!

Oddness

So on the whole life is going great, my little lady is growing and learning and being every so chatty and all round wonderful, I love watching her grow its awesome, work is going well I find myself fitting in which is slightly unnerving. But I often find myself feeling disconnected and out of place in this new version of my life. I have all sorts of questions, like an I good a good father, am I going to remain alone, and other such questions.

I think I am happy ...but not really sure

I was a person who was very sure if my place in this life, now I am ever so unsure most of the time, I often feel like I wasn't meant to have this life and feeling very unprepared for it.

Perhaps I should stop thinking so much