February 12th, 2020

YAY a present for Darwin!!!!

Evening thought wanderings

It's weird as I sit here and write in this journal I have had for most of my adult life I wonder, looking back I have been many people and now I am this ME i won't be this me forever just as I wasn't those me's 

I am listening to Beyond good and Evil and Thus Spoke Zarathustra by Friedrich Nietzsche and i wonder will we or I ever really understand? And is there a reason or a purpose for me and us being here or is it just chance?

I choose to think and believe that in spite of a self-evident lack of a greater being or a purpose that I have found that I will simply try each day to be better or more good or perhaps some days less bad than the day before.

The universe is showing me a new path and I am looking forward to exploring.

I was stuck in an in between me for a while and that is changing now :-)