kinda wish i hadnt woken up this morning , has anyone got a a sofa or lounge chairs they dont need? As the housmate who is now moved out took everything with her
Carrie broke up with me last night, i am numb but probably ok about this, i will always miss kissing her and the way holding her made everything feel like it didnt matter and like that moment was everything.
I realise now i should have done it more when i could, she may no longer be in love with me ...and that is my fault but i am still very much in love with her
*EDIT* slightly less ok than i thought, when i was with her walking anywhere or just sitting holding her or waking up next to her i felt like the luckiest most blessed person in the entire world.......now i just dont want to feel