Sometimes i dont want to go anywhere, but i also dont want to be here.
I am not really sure of who i am anymore....I used to know , i used to have a really clear idea of who I was.
Not anymore, not now.
I am just here and there and sometimes i am no where.
I think i like no where the best, its better than sad or happy its better than almost everything.
I want to be that person who knew what he wanted, i want to be that person who was really sure of what was happening anf his place in it.
But i also know all that was an illusion.
And knowing that means i can never go back only forward but to what?