I chose the wrong person while i am not normally one that worries about decisions taken in the past in this case i am concerned by that.
I wish i had not let the past 10 years go by without doing or saying something, i wish i had not missed that time with that person.
She is still amazing and i would count her as one of the most important people in my life i just never let her know that till the other day because i am a MUPPET
Still i have now and i suppose i will have to wait and see ....
once again dear lady if you are reading this sorry