yes finances are going to be hard but NO
I feel like crying ALL the time , i have been cutting myself again and just HATE the fact that i have done something good andthat means my life is more FUCKED UP sure the new job is hard BUT its better and i love it and i ma doing something good and THAT SHOULD FUCKING COUNT FOR SOMETHING YEAH???
I love my bike and i love the girl who brought it for and yeah she has moved on and yeah THAT FUCKIN HURTS and i will always remember getting the bike and riding with her watching me on Bones in motion and the hugs afterwards
BUT NO MORE
ALL i can do is work my ass off and live on basic noodle type food for the next FOREVER and hope this all works out
I can always list my bike later on if things get way sketchy
And here i am crying again ..................fucking great