Alan Clarke (technomouse) wrote,
Alan Clarke

so i did a good and bad thing last night

 I went out to a bar got drunk and didnt want or need anything else this is GREAT

and then i kissed a girl i really shouldn't have.

I am hoping she will see it as a drunken error in judgement as i really do not want to lose her as a friend

BUT i do adore her completely she is wonderful, kind, insightful, UTTERLY and disarmingly beautiful 

I will not let it happen again

I need her in my life and if thats only as a friend then thats wonderful and amazing

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