I now have to think about myself, and i am not happy, in fact i sad all the time. Doing anything is hard all the time
So i plan for a future without her and hope for a different one with her
I want to travel...need to
I am planning for that i need to see things and i need to experience.
Its only just beginning but i can move forward and save and plan and it will be great, there will always be a hole in my life without her love and that life we planned.