I think i have started wanting a family in Ia more normal sense 2 people with a little one living together,
I know i can not have this with my currant family situation me and JC will never be that so what now?
Well i suppose i should concentrate on getting a home for me and Mia and then see what happens after , i can not wait till she is a little older and comes and stays with me for days/weeks at a time.
I want an adult to share my life with be it a man or a woman is not a concern i have wonderful friends and i would never take anything away from all the love and support they provide around me , and i have a lovely daughter i am constantly surprised and amazed by and yet at the same time i feel something or someone is missing.
Perhaps this is just a passing phase so i am going to concentrate on what i need to do now and worry about the rest whenever