I am stuck because I don't know who he is yet, there are a lot of choices and a lot of questions that goes along with them.
Do i settle for the job and the life that goes along with it? And if yes to that what about all the changes and causes i want to become more involved with my daughter deserves a better world then this, but do I just let all that go?
And if the answer is no then how do I become more involved with all of that without stepping away from that working man?
Amnesty and charity work and all those things that if anything matter more now i am a dad how can I walk away from those causes?
I need to be the best father I can be but I am not sure which me if any of these is the best one for that role.
I do know however that Carter needs to be put n the box sure i will take what I need and those lessons from that life but that life is gone no point looking back.
A freind warned me a long time ago that having a baby was not for people like us , i get it now i cant be that person i need to be a better one.
So month off work coming soon and time to answer these questions